Mindless Mind

Fates of my words

Damns me to hell or

resurrects me to heaven

The gloom rushing through

Thousands of neurons

Fiending for the darkness

Shit, the things negativity do to me.

Fiending, dreaming, needing chaos

To freeze

Oh! Shame on me!

Thousands of neurons

Emblazing the grassland of liveliness

Engulfing my bare skin

Each blade of grass tickling

Yet, I never do

Feel alive

But, I need to

I cleared my throat , clear my mind,

Bossy tone , to demand the rain to stop

Soliloquy raining brain matter from my eyes

dripping from my tongue

Crystalize my stance

In this grassland

Crystals gleaming in my eyes

I see the beauty in

My deep smile, my mad laugh

The smell of fresh grass

Heals my sorrows, to live dauntless

Without running through shame and endless thoughts

Sew together the shattered pieces of the promise land with each blade of grass

Dance in despair with

those bare feet, that bare soul

Without counting each dying star